Friday, July 24, 2015

Two Woman in a Dream

The two women within a dream
A woman in the limelight
Lead role in a professional play
The perfect director’s choice
A woman parading her glee

Behind the scenes –
A second woman appears
She is of no importance
No lead – director agrees
The competition is fierce
Many more to take a spot
Tension is always present
Expectations are to be met

The lead graced with attention
Delivering as expected to the script
A play rehearsal takes its course
Cast words scrambled to the feet

Second woman begins her script
This part of no significance
So much so, she isn’t deserving
Of even a little director’s attention
She plays the subconscious persona
Of the important character lead

As the story unfolds – of a woman
Known by all as she wants to be seen
But there is, as within everyone
Another part that only you see
A subconscious which you agree
That sometimes you disagree

A persona that gives you strength
When you are feeling weak
A reminder when you forget and
Confidence when it is lacking
A decision when you can’t make one
Point out all your disappointments
Even bring you back to reality
If you drown in all your importance

So when a woman who plays a part
Which is of little or no significance
Think about the two sides within a dream
Two women - or maybe two sides of a woman

The insignifcant woman played a persona
A character which took the stage by storm
They couldn’t take their eyes off her
Captured by the place she took them
Even she was lost in those moments

A director who knew all along
The significance of this important role
Just because you think, you are nothing
Doesn’t mean that you are, nothing
In fact you are much, much, more!


Just Me

Mere

Began as a mere expression
A smile representing a greeting
Humble beginnings for a stranger
Flowing into just a few words
A voice from someone new
Visuals and words come together
Words run into sentences – into
Paragraphs which become a page
One single page, interesting at that
Travelling to numerous pages
That have not stopped, can’t
Just always new beginnings
One life to the next, we meet
Because we are always meant to


Just Me

Affirmation - Believe

You put my heart in motion
Took it from the cold
Where it has not since rested
Reaching in, you caressed it
Tucked it into your warm embers
A pulsating and rhythmic embrace
My heart to you – a rare treasure
As if it were your very own – body
You are my joy and love – repetitious
Looking deeply in to your eyes
Sweet blissful affirmation – I believe
What I see looking back at me
Is how one looks when they feel
Feel the way I do – about you
My guardian angel lead me to you
Even if in the smallest of ways
It only takes one way
If something is to be – it will be
Not persuaded, not planned
A natural flowing occurrence
Which leads to something special
Leaving a very important mark
That just cannot be left behind
Because of you – I finally realised
I existed, I mattered to someone
Who wasn’t of my own blood


Just Me

Saturday, May 9, 2015

A Message

How she must have waited a long time
To deliver, to him her long awaited message
A message of love – the love of a parent
To her son

She observes his life from the heavens
Awaiting the day they open, to deliver her message
The words spoken in her mind many times

Even though she knows no time where she is
No time in hours, days, weeks, months or years
How she prays for that day – they can release


A sons life, played out in the years since her absence
She has already seen his life ahead of him
Yet it’s simply love that she wishes to send – not answers
She knows he was there for her – fought for her
She knows about his heartache and anger
She knows his personal conflicts held within
He is of course her son – who could know him better

Her son shows wisdom and righteousness
Her son is full of goodness and is fair
How he brings joy to her spirit every day
How she loves him so very much
All she hopes is that he feels it so
If only she could send her message to him
Tell him that all is going to be absolutely fine

A mothers love for her son – never subsides
Where the heavens offer a resting place
She sees all that her son has achieved
She sees the wonderful parent that he is
She knows the goodness he holds within
How proud she is of the man her son became

One day he shall know her message to him
A key in the form of a person shall see
Until this day, words will be held
Held with her under lock and key
Awaiting their release



By Just Me
(This is a very special poem - written & dedicated for/to my partner) 

All I thought I lost

Not knowing the truth but wanting to find it
My heart beating so fast in my desperation
To think logically and smart. while all over
My body was trembling, so much inside
I did not want to resign myself to loss
But to have the strength to find him at all costs

Do you know what it would be like?
For someone so important in your life
Is no longer to be – to be lost – without trace
Time was critical and yet where do I start
I will search for him until my last breath and beyond

I throw myself into radical survival to find the truth
To sacrifice myself into their hands for answers
Would you do the same – for someone you love?
Risk your life to find them - because you know
That life without them, is not the life you want to live
If I were not to be successful  –  he will know
I did not hold back my fight  –  I fought for him

In this place I found myself in, I search deep inside
Closer to all that I believe wholeheartedly in
I have fear, I will be tested and pulled and challenged
I will be on the edge of hope, despair, life and death
I pray for guidance, strength, resilience and wisdom
Even if my life should end, I will not give up my search
To find the truth for me and for all that love him so much
He will be reunited with those who love him –
Even if this is all I ever do in physical life or spirit

It’s in the moment when I felt helpless and vulnerable
That hope appears to me in the brightest of light
I look at it straight in the eye – the guidance I seek
Tears well in my heart as I cannot show them I cry
The strength is there – I just need it put it into drive
He speaks to me in my mind – instruction to survive
Just listen to me when I address thee - My Lady
The love of my life tells me that all will be fine
Together the answers will come



Just Me

No Ordinary Love

With us there is no ordinary day
There is no ordinary love – you and me
We have talked for hours and hours
In silence our conversation has no end
How your eyes tell me all I feel inside
How I feel about you is reflected back to me
You bring so much joy in to my world
This joy would never have been known
Without you in my life –
All that you inspire within me
Would not have been realised

For a long time
I was not prepared to fall deeply into love
Even though I didn’t know what that was
After you searched long to find my heart
You captured it and uncovered all of the dust
You raised it to the surface – made me realise
 I was capable of deep love
You – the only one forever – to take me there

You are love that I see
You are a love that I feel – never subsiding
I don’t need a sunny sky to be happy
No matter what a life brings – I have you
Having your love, knowing you care
Knowing that you want me in your life
Is the love that I always see and feel
Love is the root cause of happiness
You are the root cause of my amazing happiness

A happiness I never thought I could feel


Just Me

Tuesday, March 31, 2015

More Than Innk

One glance, a grin, your voice or a whisper to me
Fingertips touch, slide of you hand
Just you being in my presence is all it takes
A never ending chain reaction
Threading feelings and thoughts
Stitching a string of words
Into lines that mean much more
Than just the ink that bleeds
From the tip of a pen

At the beginning of each line, I’m reliving each moment
Every pause is a deep breath and my heart jumping
A comma, a hyphen – a smile, a giggle, a gift of happiness
Love how you just fulfill me with these feelings and thoughts
You always know how to make my day
Only you suspend me to a place where I am the most vulnerable

Even as the words are born flowing through my body
Out to the very lengths of my finger tips
Imprinted on them is all that I feel inside of me
I know that what I feel does not always need words
But I can’t help but show you in my actions
How you move me to emotions that I cannot control
In the most private of all moments that I am with you
I feel your love surround me all the time
Even in the distance you are still with me
I would cross the world just to be with you


Just Me

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