I Would For You

If I could be your PC screen

I would inspire your gallery

Just so I can see you smile at me

If I could be your coffee cup

Just so I can feel your lips on me

Feel you embrace me as you drink

If I could be your sky

I would be the perfect one

Brilliant blue and sunshine

With gentle fluffy clouds

For the gentle cooling breeze

If I could be a book you read

It will consist of those short notes

Long emails, hand written letters

Conversations, every moment

We have ever lived together

If I could be your favourite meal

I would be everything - the flavour

The ingredients, the preparation

Cooking, compassion and enjoyment

Everything from beginning to end

If you wanted to take a joyride

I would be more than the joyride

I would be the joyride that never ends

Fulfilling, fun, satisfying, fast, slow

Intense, interesting & spontaneous

If it's fireworks you want to experience

I would be the vibrancy and the energy

I would be the most flamboyant 

That leaves a lasting impression on you

But I wouldn't just stop there .........

I would take you to a magnificent moon

Where it is at it's most brightest 

Where the stars glimmer like diamonds

The shooting stars parade just for us

If you should be alone to sit by a tree

I would be the gardens, the sun, the grass

I would be the gentle breeze, the sounds

Tranquility, birds, the calm in your soul

The relaxation in your body and mind

When you go for a jog alone or not

I would be the air to fill your lungs

Dancing through your body to energise

I would be the adrenalin rush

The place when you catch your breath

The thing is I would be there for you

The thing is I would sacrifice for you

The thing is I would do anything for you

By Just Me

I Know...........

I know how strong I can be
How tough & independent
I know what it is to be lonely
To lock people out - isolate
I know about disappointment
And those who use and abuse
I know about building walls
That are indestructible to most
I know how to hide - to be shy
Yet self aware to all around me
I generally know a good heart
Because I have one of my own
I know the eyes tell of much
and I see prying eyes and minds
I know those that can't help
But invade space to touch another
I know how to be uncomfortable
With what I see returned from a mirror
I now how to be uninspired, unhappy
Because there are no dreams
I know how to live a basic life
Taking life given for granted
I know about negative thinking
Because of the lack of confidence
There are lots we are capable of
Every single one of us - everyday
The damage that we each can do
To ourselves and to others
This is a profile - the possibility
Of how my life could have been
What are we without dreams
Happiness, inspiration, confidence
What are we without love, respect
Appreciation and belief in goodness
Above all of that someone to love
Someone to deeply connect with 
Someone who would be there for you
Someone you trust without question
Someone you want in your life
For the rest of your life - Eternally
If you have this kind of someone
This is where the happiness really is
Thank you is never enough to my someone
My someone - he knows who he is..........


By Just Me

Apologies in Advance

I apologise in advance

I'm going to stare in your eyes

For an unknown period of time

I may happen to watch you

And I wont be able to help myself

I apologise in advance

For my uncontrollable urge

To kiss your lips continuously

For any length of time

A number of times a day

I apologise in advance

Because I want to touch you

Even when I shouldn't

I might happen to hold you

Brush myself against you

Cuddle you or massage you

I realise I keep apologising 

But I think it's best you know

In advance - of my addiction

One that I am sure you know

The addiction I have with you

An addiction that has no cure

So while I am apologising

I should tell you how I feel

You struck me - lightening bolt

Straight to my heart - a charge

I have been changed / altered

Forever - an affect for life

You are the owner of my heart

Oh and I need to apologise

Because I can't help it - but

I think of you even when I'm not

You are never out of my thoughts

I'm never going to be out of love

Because I have so much to give

I hope you don't receiving my love

It's impossible to contain it

and i don't want to even try it

So Just know well in advance

That I have already apologised

For how special I may make you feel

For how much you are thought of

How I will always care about you

For the skies of love that I will give you

For every kiss, hug, dream, smile

For the calm, happy, tears & laughter

Every word, every poem - every moment

My ultimate goal is your happiness

Then I know I am ultimately happy

By Just Me

The Way You.......

In your smile

I see my happiness

In your eyes

I see how I feel

Holding your hand

You holding mine

Not wanting to let go

Your chest - my pillow

My ear loves your beat

It feels like I am new

Like no one has known me

Accept you

No one has really seen me

But you

My dreams were just that

...........Dreams............

Until you - and I believe

Nothing will ever compare

To all that you are to me

When you hold me

My soul reaches out

To it's soul mate

Everything wonderful

My heart, mind, spirit

Could ever want

Is you

That you give to me

Willingly - You

That I am your opposite

That I am your attract

That I am important

That I give you happy

Is all I can ever want

Because this combined

Is all that makes me

Ultimately Happy

By Just Me

The Deep Of My Heart

You have travelled much

In the deep waters of my heart

Rowed through fragile crevices

Flowed with me in the ocean’s swell

Sailed over the highest of seas

Through the mist and to the clear

Til you found my soul & heart within

You saved me from drowning

In the resistant and lonely waters

You poured buckets of happiness

I began to believe in my dreams

Looking in to the stars and finally

They were winking at me

I close my eyes and every time

You take me to another place

How you have whispered in my ear

Touched me with your words and

Your eyes with deepest sincerity

Reached in and pulled me from myself

You know how there is much more

I have to give and places I want to go

Take my hand – Just hold it tight

Pull me in close every possible way

I just want you do everything you do

All over again and then begin it again

I will never get enough – of the spell

That you have put me under - YOU

Just Me 

Waiting For A Plane

Waiting for a plane
It's those days as always
I look forward to
7 days and nights 
Full of time
For 21 of solid work
Most important of all
I'm travelling home
To be with 
Someone who is my world
Every moment with you is
Quality time spent
How you are the very reason
Home is where my heart is

So waiting for a plane
Is just the simple means
Of getting home to you
How my being craves you
Not just for 7 days post 21
Every day just know
How special you are
At the centre of my life
My heart - my life
Just isn't - without you

Just Me

One Pilbara Morning

I looked behind me towards the sun
Creeping out from the ridge, such beauty
Ahead of me was the moon with pride
Not yet willing to relinquish its spotlight
Together they yield the most wonderful
Depth of colour from the landscape before me
Softening cloud with the hues of sun and moon
Adding shade to the brightness of the light
As my journey on wheels changes direction
The sun and the moon follow me too
Nature - a most perfect landscape created
By the most amazing of creators - one
Who does not need a face to be known
We feel - see the presence surrounding us
Those who can open their heart and soul
Enough who believe see so much more

Just Me

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You show me how to live – everyday

Stepping back to see the big picture

A mere mortal in the grand scheme

One star amongst a whole galaxy

I used to think I was living

But actually I was just breathing

You gave me light, brightness

I used to feel the lonely & empty

Now I am never lonely

You give me so much to live for

You don’t give me what I can handle

You help me handle what I am given

I am thankful for my struggles

Without them I wouldn’t have strength

You know all of my vulnerabilities

I am not what has happened to me

Instead I am what I chose to be

Changing each day - to choose

What I will become  – a better me

Just Me

If I Am........

If I am the calm to your world

The hands that feel good in yours

The comfort when you sleep

Extra joy in your everyday

Added happiness to your soul

Then I am closer to my goal

If I am like a dream come true

That you just want to be with me

Someone you look forward to

Someone you can cherish

Who will always be there for you

Then I am closer to my goal

If I am always present in your heart

You can be you completely with

Massage you inside and outside

By the things that I do for you

You feel me even in distance

Then I am closer to my goal

If I am worthy of your love

You know where I come from

You see all my imperfections

Being completely me with you

How I would sacrifice for you

Someone who will fight for you

Then I am closer to my goal

Love should have no boundaries

Happiness cannot be limited

The goal of giving, love & happiness

Is eternal –

My goal like reaching for the stars

Lifelong and limitless

Everyday giving you love & happiness

All that you could ever want

Just Me