A walk on the wild side

Allow me to walk on the wild side
Take my hand and guide me there
Help me climb out of the box
A box that is plain and bare

Show me what it's like to live
Outside of my naive realm
Let me see that which is unseen
To explore another playground

You can trust me with your secrets
And help me to uncover mine
Extend my minds eye wide
Show me what it's like
On the other side

I sacrifice myself to your ocean
My skin exposed and fragile
Absorbing you like a sponge
Embracing all you offer me
Until all my learning is done

Its then that we can be merged
Good girl and wild side become one


Just Me

Sex chat whore

A man who has lost his real true love
endless tears streaming down like rain
then just darkness, nothing - no pain
forgetting love its just desires he craves

A woman he hears - her voice just fine
seductive she whispers sensually in his ear
she word plays for him his sexual desires
feeding fantasies his only type of love

He imagines her scent filling his air
eyes deep blue his lost in her stare

touching lips taste savoury and sweet

hands caressing body oh sublime

Breathing fast and pumping heart
a craved desire his only sexual play
she takes him to places - erotic so real
her sexyness just driving him insane

He can't imagine a life without it
an addiction relentless to his core
this seductive and aluring woman
his only saviour - a sex chat whore


By Me (2011)

Short but sweet

In my day dreams the sky is the limit
feeling like hours but last only minutes
the story unfolds fast forwarded in my mind
unable to blink breaking the vision in sync
thoughts, visions, feelings and success
extended beyond reality to even contest
an appetite - my mind to be in another place
one day my dreams will be ideas to taste

Just Me

A book with no end

Our dialogue is like a book with no end

Pages without numbers a writers friend

The ink in my pen will never run dry

My mind feeding me a constant flow

Visions brought forward places unknown

Emotions explored from crevices below

Delight in the stories and places i see

Together a partnership - perfect harmony

Each turn of our page a newly created phrase

A dance within the sphere of heart and mind

Just like ribbons coloured and intertwined

Our dialogue is but what gives me light

Just Me

2D Life

Her heart is stone cold she cannot be loved
A wall a defence she's built years to protect
Raw emotion nor attraction ever expressed
This heart closed to letting inside her chest

This wall has withstood the test of time
But for what benefit? to strengthen mind?
A saviour from feelings - she wants to deny
Not ever experience what life is like to know

Perfect world in her eyes - no tears to be felt
All thoughts simply a matter of black and white
No colour, no sunshine, no rainbow or smile
Just a two dimensional life day and night

The heart unloved is surrounded by steel
Long supressed emotions no longer real
Stripped and separated mind and heart
How long can one sustain until falling apart

This world sealed for her until death thy part

Just Me

My Night - Your Day

Of all the people in the world I knew
I mostly want to connect with you

My night is your day and your day my night
We are worlds apart, but I feel you near

Naked and enveloped in our embrace
Passion we are both so desperate to taste

Distance preventing our bodies to unite
But in our minds together it feels so right

Ponder opportunity knowing our time will come
A place where our day and night become one

Just Me

Recipe Zest

Laptop at hand buried in my cozy bed
- distraction -
raining outside but words stuck in my head
- focus -
is needed to clarify my thoughts, get them out
- teasing -
messages from him to my inbox right now
- consuming -
driving me crazy with emotions all intense
- insanity -
overloading, give me some peace tonight
- relax -
be in the moment, breathing calmness and still
- creative -
is when my mind can be free at it's very best
- reflect -
on experience, putting it together to connect
- luring -
all my mind heart and soul into poetry zest

By Me

Perfect Mother Nature

clouds for me to sleep on at night
the moon so I can read by lamp light
stars as friends to guide my dreams
pure mild breeze my air to breath
ocean to caress my body clean
sun my sign it's a brand new day

by Just Me

Eyes Looking Back at Me

Gazing in the bathroom mirror
My eyes looking back at me
Anguish and misery - all I see
Years just like groundhog day
Never seeing it any other way

Life is meant to be more than this
If only a genie - grant me a wish
We all experience pain this is true
Grant me the strength to see this through
Please is this never going to end
Save me from my misery

Luck sometimes comes your way
Giving you hope a brand new day
So I now feel at home all is good
Settled sorted as much as one could
A quiet moment - inhaling it all in
Feel that I exist here and this is real
Knowing this day hasn't been a dream

Never to be taken for granted
Not once - where i have been
Now as I gaze into that mirror
I like what looks back at me
My eyes see a new chapter
That of endless possibilities
A sky that has no limits
A new space long time seen

By Me

Just pages of U

Pages been inked
Reflection of time
Memories one can rewind
Moments been and gone
Words still ring true
Emotions connected
It's a picture of you
These were ugly times
Unpleasant and few
My only saviour
Just pages of you
It had to be this way
You were always closed
Eyes - mouth - ears
Your feelings so blank
You present me a wall
With no face and no heart
What was a girl to do
But make a brand new start


By Me

Love = Life

It's been a while for me what about you?
Almost forgotten or possibly not a clue
Fantasies arise - begin to store and evolve
What once was a truth - is now disolved

So it's been a while for me - what about you?
Surely I know - what on earth I have to do
What distraction has caused intimacy zero for me
Calm my crazy world so iron clad I can't see

Why walk this earth with my eyes wide shut
Deny myself opportunity, intimacy and love
Closed to inspiration for a heart just beating life
Trying to send me signals to feel love beaming bright

Knowing I have it within me but yet I'm petrified
Wish it would just find me - envelope me so kind
Embracing feelings - I have so long been denied
Help me decipher the signs so I don't lose my mind

Hey you out there - if your reading my rhyme
Please - let this be your sign .........................
Don't be like me - and forget what life is all about
LOVE = LIFE


By Me

3 = One

You would think they are the one and same
Me, myself and I - intertwined
Its all here - different parts co-exist
Influence this mind three egos persist
At times a battle - here to be won
Thoughts and emotions going round the twist
Three = one / at times hard to control
Confusion, decisions they are all involved
Although different - but all part of one
I couldn't imagine life any other way
Three different perspectives weight divided
I assure you not equally - then decided
Sometimes I lose to myself and I
But me is who I am and that's just fine

By Just Me

Trusting Existence

Like a blank canvas and nothing to paint
I stare into oblivion with no sign of life
Body a statue, so tense locked tight
A darkness a shadow will never leave my sight

To someone so little a very trusting existence
On reflection such an intrusion of innocence
Adults speak such lies which look like truth
Frightened, confused, just run and hide

Locked away files - memories stored in the mind
Permanent - cannot be erased - scarred for life
Sometimes thoughts stone cold - my heart is dead
To this day fight to feel free - a will to the very end


By Me

Its wicked u know

It's wicked the way u make me feel about you
My mind taken, twisted, to never undo
Visions like my dreams so wild and free
Its a place - if u want - pleasure make believe

A stranger, a man with a username and face
No need for personal details just a 2D space
Be what, see what and talk what you want
The letters from the keys rise up to taunt

A place with whom the strangers divulge
All things worldly, naughty and nice
Pulling at your curiosity tempting u to taste
A dialogue that's raw, not for faint hearted

Here there are no delays of time and place
The world can join in at their leisure and pace
What you get is what you invest, don't expect
It's not that giving - maybe sacrifice your soul

One thing is for sure - it will rape your mind
A new experience that you will accept or deny
Shared with strangers - secrets and artificial lives
Stop.....there is no gossip and certainly no spies

Released from their reality, the uncertainty they see
It's a global village where people want to feel free
To express, have no regrets knowing secrets kept
Its wicked you know what this space knows about me!

By Me

Addiction

My addiction is a place I want to be
It's my reality and my creative key
To unlock my thoughts and secrets deep
With strangers - my secrets can keep

A place where judgement is free
I can be anyone that I want to be
Or simply be me - there's noone else to please
Because with my addiction I feel at ease

Internal thoughts and emotions knotted
Desperate to be unlocked and unleashed
My mind, body and soul now breathes
My addiction that gives me my release

By Me